Thanksgiving Break Finally!!!

so...thanksgiving break is finally here!!! i'll be able 2 get away frm CAU 4 a lil bit, chill wit da fam, c my besties, eat sum good home cooked food cuz da cafe is not gettin it, and get away frm da classes, teachers dat i can't stand(only one) or dat i can't understand. i need a break bc gettin ready 4 finals and gettin everything straight 4 da spring semester is giving me a headache. i wanna c my mommy and brother 2.i'll also get a chance 2 clear my head bc i have a new crush(yay!!!) but i kinda sorta still like dis other guy too so...ill have a chance to think. oh yeah da best part is I GET 2 BE IN MY OWN BED AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!! lets face it...a twin bed is not wats up...ill be at home tomorrow and ppl might be doin da most wen i get back but oh well. so...dats all 4 now. dueces yall. ♥ ♥ ♥

Confessions of a Hopeless Romantic

Confessions of a Hopeless Romantic:
"My name is Anonymous and I am a hopeless romantic.
I spend all day and night thinking about love.
Where I'm going to find Mr. Right and how we are going to spend our time together
I dream about having a man that will love and care for me for life
Having somebody to hold me tight when I want him to
Somebody to kiss my tears, fears, anger, and problems away
My main focus is searching for my soulmate
The one that will compliment me
I know that I won't find the perfect man and that I don't need one to complete me
I'll be satisfied knowing that one day that I will meet this specal person in my life
I'm wondering will I ever find him because I know a lot of guys but none of them is right
I might be crazy for rereading your texts to me
Holding my pillow wishing you were me and I was the pillow
Kissing a picture of you as if you are here with me
Listening to love songs and craving your attention
There's more in my mind that I can't even explain to you right now
But...these are my confessions..."

Loss of Words

Have you ever felt like your voice is gone?

When u wanna say something, nuthin comes out?

U wanna write down your feeling on a page

Pour out your soul and let it bleed on paper

But when I start to think of the words, my mind goes blank

I mean WTF is wrong with me?!!

I have so much to say

From how I feel about a special someone

To the ppl that I thought I could trust but they betrayed me

Im to the point that I feel that my words don't even matter anymore

When I wanna express myself, my thoughts, opinions, and words are surpressed

Buried deep inside my soul to the point that I'm ready to burst

Well...I have so much to say but when I try to find the words

Nuthin comes out and I'm left speechless

3 Months Into It...

So...it's been almost 3 months since i started at CAU and let's jus say in those 3 months I experienced a lot. I had my 1st real college crush on a guy frm morehouse(not saying names), lost my virginity(wish dat i could take dat back) started 2 party(fun at times), got drunk 4 da 1st time(not so fun) and now i ♥ freshman blackouts, open mic nights every thursday at Jazzmans, and u learn 2 appreciate money, home cooked food, free parties and shuttles, parents, home, siblings(even doe dey piss u off at times) and u really learn how 2 trust in God. It's almost da end of de semester. (yes!!!!!). dis semester went by so damn fast. i met a lot of new ppl. some r good ppl, others not so good ppl. i met dudes dat jus wanna have sex(not wit it). i have a fave teacher(Dr. Kimbro is indeed da shit!!!) and i ♥ my holmes hall diamonds especially everybody dat lives on da 3rd floor!! its nuthin like living in da penthouse!!! despite da nasty trifing heffas, loud asses, and almost fights, i still got ♥ 4 yall!!! dats it 4 now. i have a paper dat i need 2 start on so dueces!!! oh yeah, college is fun but remember y u came 2 college in da first place. it is 2 get an education. on da note, bye y'all!!!